Self Sabotage, Addiction Issues, Chronic Pain and Suffering, Weight Problems, Codependence, Anger Management, and Abusive Relationships are just some of the obstacles I have overcome in my own life…I can help you to do the same…
The journey started for me about twenty-five years ago. At that point, my biggest problem was co-dependent, abusive relationships. I was the proud owner of an incredibly magical coffee shop that attracted healers, psychics, shamans and various types of creatives from artists, to musicians, to leather craftsman. During this period of my life, I learned from some amazing people, who saw something in me they wanted to nurture. Unfortunately, although I learned a lot, my attempt at breaking free from relationships that didn’t serve me, not only created worse relationships, but sent me sinking into the depths of alcohol and drug abuse.
For over a decade, I learned the hard way. I studied the Course in Miracles, took trainings with Anthony Robbins, practiced Huna, read about shamanism, followed and studied with some of the biggest names in the business (Marianne Williamson, Louise Hay, Neale Donald Walsh, Deepak Choprah, Serge Kahili King, Michael Roads etc). I was a sponge, a booze soaked, coked out sponge. And I was powerless.
Before I knew it, I was smoking two packs a day and weighing fifty pounds more than my ‘healthy weight’. I was suffering from chronic back pain as a result of three herniated disks and an impingement on my sciatic nerve and became severely addicted to Vicodin. To top it off, my existence (if you could even call it that) was set deep into a physically abusive relationship, serious bankruptcy (both financially and spiritually), and trouble with the law. Still, I strove for self-improvement and a better life. I read everything I could get my hands on – some of which helped and some didn’t – and learned from anyone willing to teach me.
The next chapter in my life was about cleaning up the mess I’d created. It was far from easy, but little-by-little things started to improve. I started to really enjoy some success and empowerment in my life, but it was short lived. I hadn’t yet learned what I truly needed to know. I was still creating from fear. My physical condition worsened, and I suffered some devastating losses, including the sudden death of the man I loved. I was paralyzed by pain and suffering both physically and emotionally. Friends and family had begun to shy away from me, as it was too painful for them to watch my steady decline. I was often too sick to work and found myself alone on the couch for weeks at a time. And so the reading and the training continued.
Eventually, I stumbled into the concepts of Toltec wisdom, Hermetic Philosophy, and the teachings of Ken Keyes Jr., Robert Fritz, Joseph Campbell, William Whitecloud, Don Miguel Ruiz, Sheri Rosenthal and a few others. Suddenly it all came into focus. I slowly, but surely, righted everything that was wrong in my life. I got myself clean, broke the chronic pain cycle, quit the booze, drugs, and cigarettes. I lost fifty-three pounds and got physically healthy. I addressed my anger issues and created true, nurturing love in my life while gaining some financial security.
I’ve studied at the school of hard knocks, and although that didn’t leave me with a degree or any letters after my name, it did teach me some truly valuable lessons. Those lessons combined with my innate abilities to understand human behavior, live intuitively, and communicate effectively came together to make me a powerfully effective force in the intuitive development, self-mastery and conscious creation industry.
I stand before you now, with years of success in helping people discover and destroy their blind spots, conquer their hairy bullshit, and create the extraordinary. I’ve done it for myself, I’ve taught others to do it, and I can teach you how to put your pain behind you and have a life that’s not only wildly successful but that you absolutely love living.